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"I’m grateful for anything that reminds me of what’s possible in this life. Books can do that. Films can do that. Music can do that. School can do that. It’s so easy to allow one day to simply follow into the next, but every once in a while we encounter something that shows us that anything is possible, that dramatic change is possible, that something new can be made, that laughter can be shared."
— Johnathan Safran Foer
Thursday, September 24, 2009 @ 3:58 PM
For once , and no chance given .
For once, and no chance given .

I didnt study and revise my Amath at all . As I forgot about the test, and there goes the first Amath test I failed, badly, very badly . 3/30 . nice isnt it ?

And she talked to three of us . I asked to give me a chance. She said no. I said please. She said no. She said she already given a chance during the Re-exam. But I didnt even took the re-exam =.= .

She told teng that it wasnt the score, its the concept. Then she took out my paper and said "the worst of all, 3/30..." Contradicting. nabei.

And yes, I know it was wrong for me to forgot about the test, and didnt study for the test , I know. And so , when i got my result. I'm really, devastated. I wanted to cry but I cant. I know I gonna work hard , but what she said doesnt motivate me, infact, I got no motivation now.

True.
Poor result.
Stupid student.

But that doesnt mean you can ban me for remedial. Is it right for a teacher to ban us from remedial and ask us to "reflect ourselves at home" ? I tried , I tried. I didnt revise for it I know ! but just for this ONCE. Why ? ONCE.

Upset and since he already came to know about it , I thought he would at least comfort me?

L
O
L

Wrong.

I got scolded by him instead .I know you're angry that i didnt study for it. But I'm already so pressurized and stressed. At least, give in to me this time round will you ? Why stress and pressure me even more ? I'm upset, I got no mood to talk , and you said "ah suit yourself la suit yourself la ! I dont know what to say already la !"

I dont know if you really know how terrible I'm feeling, and you tried to cheer me up after that . Too late c'mon.

And you told me "maths once you know how to do , you wont forget one what . No need revise one what ." Then everyone can score 100 for every exam liao la ? I know i have to get to that step but HOW.

Can you please TRY to understand me ?
You know how terrible the feeling feels like ?

And there you go scolding me and showin me attitude ?!

I dont get this .
Why arent you here with me when I'm feeling low ?
Why are you always there adding salt to my wound ?
There is a limit for everything.
I wont be able to bear with it again and again and again.

And why am I not given for even ONE CHANCE.

I hate you . _l_