Vivo city .

Went there actually to help sis on alvin's birthday - she wanted them to act as beng. LOL.

- My sis was suppose to be celebrating alvin's birthday . Then she took out camera , taking photos of alvin and friends . ys+ , from the other side, saw them takin photos and thought that they were taking their photos, so they walk towards them and start a fight . mid of quarreling, Ys took out birthday knife "HAPPY BIRTHDAY." LOL.

While the act was going on , me avis and the ppf-ers were in arcade watchin LOL.

And after he took out the birthday knife/what , we from the the back walked towards them with the birthday cake !

Yay surprise.

After that went to watch Accident. Abit blur leh. LOL. No link one. Then blah blah. No doubt I'm bored for throughout the outing. And sorry if you guys are bored too. LOL.

Lala.
End.

Left one more week .

And I still got no motivation to study.
how how how ! ):

For once, and no chance given .

I didnt study and revise my Amath at all . As I forgot about the test, and there goes the first Amath test I failed, badly, very badly . 3/30 . nice isnt it ?

And she talked to three of us . I asked to give me a chance. She said no. I said please. She said no. She said she already given a chance during the Re-exam. But I didnt even took the re-exam =.= .

She told teng that it wasnt the score, its the concept. Then she took out my paper and said "the worst of all, 3/30..." Contradicting. nabei.

And yes, I know it was wrong for me to forgot about the test, and didnt study for the test , I know. And so , when i got my result. I'm really, devastated. I wanted to cry but I cant. I know I gonna work hard , but what she said doesnt motivate me, infact, I got no motivation now.

True.
Poor result.
Stupid student.

But that doesnt mean you can ban me for remedial. Is it right for a teacher to ban us from remedial and ask us to "reflect ourselves at home" ? I tried , I tried. I didnt revise for it I know ! but just for this ONCE. Why ? ONCE.

Upset and since he already came to know about it , I thought he would at least comfort me?

L
O
L

Wrong.

I got scolded by him instead .I know you're angry that i didnt study for it. But I'm already so pressurized and stressed. At least, give in to me this time round will you ? Why stress and pressure me even more ? I'm upset, I got no mood to talk , and you said "ah suit yourself la suit yourself la ! I dont know what to say already la !"

I dont know if you really know how terrible I'm feeling, and you tried to cheer me up after that . Too late c'mon.

And you told me "maths once you know how to do , you wont forget one what . No need revise one what ." Then everyone can score 100 for every exam liao la ? I know i have to get to that step but HOW.

Can you please TRY to understand me ?
You know how terrible the feeling feels like ?

And there you go scolding me and showin me attitude ?!

I dont get this .
Why arent you here with me when I'm feeling low ?
Why are you always there adding salt to my wound ?
There is a limit for everything.
I wont be able to bear with it again and again and again.

And why am I not given for even ONE CHANCE.

I hate you . _l_

*picture of them sleeping*
But something , i dont know what, goes wrong . So, han nor, no pictures for the post today !

oh yes.
Something we are all afraid of ,
terrified of .

NABEI -
EXAMINATIONS.

I dont want countdown !!!
I AM NOT PREPARED FOR EXAMINATIONS AT ALL.

A maths.
Science.
Oh I C-M-I.

I want to be FREEEEEEEEEEEE. LOL.

Friendships.

"sucks sometimes." - quoted.

True .
And weak .

I met this girl, this guy, and this guy, and this guy when I'm in secondary one . Secondary two and we started to be super duper close along with the guys . LOL .

Then we became a clique . I S- with this guy in the clique , and ended , and i lost a friend . I S- with another guy in this clique, and still going on now . That girl has another clique now, gone . I'm never in super good terms with my current bf since the 3rd month .Startin to "stick" onto my bf , more and more friends gone .

I treasure this friend a lot . I remember there's once where someone told me that - dislike me ( it sounds childish though ) . I dont really care initially , but when I got home, I started to ask myself why why why . LOL . So stupid hor . - is nice, is good . I treasure - as a friend , dont want to lose - as a friend as well .

Well I dont know why , the one who used to be best friend with - , now , even badmouth about - , not wanting - to join outings, so on, so on . I see how best friends , change to enemy underneath the surface . Forever best friends doesnt exist in this world .

- and I are not super duper great friends though . But at least I know -'s someone who I can trust . Not really sure that if - treat me like a friend , or just purely a classmate . Whatever .

Few hours ago , maybe its becuz of ex , and we "quarreled" . I mean , what's this ? I know I know , he's - brother or whatever la . I know you're trying to speak up for him , but I didnt meant that he was at fault . I know its me and ? What do you want me to do ? I cant means I cant . Do you think just few lines and I can treat him like how I did in the past ? I tried , and failed , so what you want me to do ?

And I said "duh , I'm not even a friend to you what ." . I bet you didnt even care , right ? We went on with the quarrel ......

Good .

Relationships , made me feel so miserable .
And now ,
I lost one friend again .



何时才能解脱？
我不想再失去更多的朋友了。

NABEI.

Why ask me question when I'm not given a chioce to choose.
Why dont you allow me to when I'm feeling so miserable .
Why is it me who give in most of the time .
Why must I tolerate all the time .
Why must I not retaliate at all .
Why must I apologise when its not my fault .

NABEI.

I got scolded becuz of one fucking game .
I got scolded becuz I dont know how to update that game .
You must be there whenever I step out of the house .
I can't have contact with guys ? - STILL.

NABEI.

I want to study .
I want to study .
I want to study .
I want to study .
I want to study .
I want to study .


Frankly ,
With you , I can't . I told you , whenever there's someone who can't study and sleep/talk/whatever . I cant concentrate .

So I wanted to study with my friends .
Then you got unhappy .

NABEI .

What you want me to do .
What you want me to do .
What you want me to do .
What you want me to do .
What you want me to do .

NABEI .


True .
No one I can pour my sorrows to .
Not much friends , I still can live without - .

NABEI.

I want my freedom .
I want to be who I am .

Can you give me what I want ?
Can you give me my right to say something ?
-
Sorry .
I'd rather end , than to let you see the ugly side of me .

SCHOOL TODAY !

Fine . :D

PICTURES !


That's what i play with when i was in primary school WTH .




OKAY ECP THAT DAY :D

This is stupid .

I fell while skatin ,
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PISSED



Every files in My Received Files went, MISSING WTF .
I'll update tml . ):

PISSED

Every files in My Received Files went, MISSING WTF .
I'll update tml . ):

So its Monday today !
And i went for Physics lesson WOOOOO .

Had mac breakfast with Jun wei , Wei chen , Sky and Bird. Its delicious, But I dont feel good LOL. Then went to school. reached school at 10.30am :D. lalala . After lesson , podcast project ! Still not that good for me leh ):

After lesson had lunch with Lance, Sky, Zanel, Daniel, Poh mun, Jesslin, Hong Liang, Jun Wei. No la actually had one 7 up nia HEHHEHE . I dont like the person who wipe our table :@.

ANYWAY,
Saw this video in sis's blog.
its nice :D

PRETTY PRETTY VERY VERY .
And she is
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YOU GOT IT !
TIFA !


I want to watch Final Fantasy because of Tifa ! :D

CUZ SHE IS VERY VERY VERY PREEEEEEEEETY.



I want her face T.T .
Then I think of the chio bu-s in my school.
Aiya actually they also not that pretty/cute what . LOL .


Mouth small small, Eye big big :D
SO PRETTY . FYI i not lesbian :@. I'm just sayin that she's beautiful :D, very very .
3 cheers for Tifa ! :D

BORED

At home, alone, nothin to do,

Not computers games for me, No mood to do homeworks, Nothin , SO ! I chatted phone with Sky and started to play with...

NECKLACES! All cheap cheap one la. I not rich tai tai . ):

I STARTED TO WEAR IT EVERYWHERE ! :D

Untill its spoiled. ):

NVM ! CONTINUE !




Retarded face :D LOL . ALL CHEAP CHEAP ONE KAY . :D

So that's something you can do when you super duper bored like me ! :D

Guy are just too serious in games . IJUSTFEELLIKESLAPPINGYOU. I'm not one who can always tolerate. :@

YAY !


UPDATE UPDATE !
Wooooo. SIX days , ever since the last update , hehehe !


MONDAY:
Oh I'm sick like siao ):
Feverrrrrrrr ! Super duper cold. ):
AND ITS ACES DAY . ): So , we have to run ): Lalala ! Thenn, went back to XPS ! YAY ! Sin , La, Dine, JL and dont know dont know there LOL . OMG AND I SAW AZIZUL. SO SHUAI KAY. Then dont really like the look of barbie doll. Blah blah blah , went back home cold like siao . ):


AND THE GOOD THING IS ?
No school the next day ! ):


TUESDAY :
I woke up.
Very hungry.
Dont know.
Dont know.
Had congee.
Slept.


Wednesday :
NO MORE FEVER YAY !
wanted to go school . But daddy didnt set alarm clock ): So ! One more day to rest ! :D HEHEHE .


Thursday :
Dont know la Dont know la .
Forgot liao
No la actually lazy.
Kay la also forgot.
Kay la i admit lazy .


TODAY !
I SEE BIRD I SEE CAT I SEE LION I SEE CAMEL I SEE SHUAI GE-S I SEE CHIO BU-S.
Last day ? BCUZ THERE WILL BE ONE WEEK HOLIDAY FOR US ! WOO WOO . It is time to study, or to play ? LOL .


Had progress card ! I'm satisfied :D
(HEHEHEHEHEHEHHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHHEHE)


Went to hougang mall thinkin that there will only be jun wei ys and me .
Who knows end up,
Yan Jie Zanel ,
Edward,
Jess,
Zu Jian Lance,
Wei how Daniel,
Yee Siang Sky,
Ming Yang Pierce,
Yilin,
Pohmun.
LOL ?


Okay had fillet-o-fish again ! :D And they played with the "special order" Sticker wth . Stick on other ppl butt - Tiko behs. okay ~!.
Then went to popular . AND WE SPENT DONT KNOW HOW LONG , READING PRIMARY SCHOOL BOOKS.


And one of the chinese question goes like this .
（尔 / 你）有球吗？
And the guys start laughin LOL .
Then they started to find/spot questions with the word "球 (ball)" .


STILL, That was not all .
The funniest and wth-est was Ming Yang Pierce and Edward.
THEY
ARE
CRAZY
OVER
FLORA ?


And Edward was like keep talkin as if there is someone sittin in front of him , when there WASNT . Pierce "picked up a call" and "chatted" , WHEN THERE WAS NO ONE ON THE PHONE . WTH ?!
Then Edward played true or dare with "the one sittin in front of him" .


You see ,
the SIAO - GINNAS .
:D