Friendships.

"sucks sometimes." - quoted.

True .
And weak .

I met this girl, this guy, and this guy, and this guy when I'm in secondary one . Secondary two and we started to be super duper close along with the guys . LOL .

Then we became a clique . I S- with this guy in the clique , and ended , and i lost a friend . I S- with another guy in this clique, and still going on now . That girl has another clique now, gone . I'm never in super good terms with my current bf since the 3rd month .Startin to "stick" onto my bf , more and more friends gone .

I treasure this friend a lot . I remember there's once where someone told me that - dislike me ( it sounds childish though ) . I dont really care initially , but when I got home, I started to ask myself why why why . LOL . So stupid hor . - is nice, is good . I treasure - as a friend , dont want to lose - as a friend as well .

Well I dont know why , the one who used to be best friend with - , now , even badmouth about - , not wanting - to join outings, so on, so on . I see how best friends , change to enemy underneath the surface . Forever best friends doesnt exist in this world .

- and I are not super duper great friends though . But at least I know -'s someone who I can trust . Not really sure that if - treat me like a friend , or just purely a classmate . Whatever .

Few hours ago , maybe its becuz of ex , and we "quarreled" . I mean , what's this ? I know I know , he's - brother or whatever la . I know you're trying to speak up for him , but I didnt meant that he was at fault . I know its me and ? What do you want me to do ? I cant means I cant . Do you think just few lines and I can treat him like how I did in the past ? I tried , and failed , so what you want me to do ?

And I said "duh , I'm not even a friend to you what ." . I bet you didnt even care , right ? We went on with the quarrel ......

Good .

Relationships , made me feel so miserable .
And now ,
I lost one friend again .



何时才能解脱？
我不想再失去更多的朋友了。