Soooooooooooo~, early in the morningggg, was forced to wake up . By mama, =( . Draw the curtains till super super brightttttt la ! =( So, she succeed =( Thennn, went to eat wan ton mee with parents, sis and vis,. wuu~

After that, went to have a carrr washh ! Whee, like snowin when they blah blah the soap. ho ho! Theb, pigu, pigu, right and back homeeee ! :)

WO DAI YAN JING HEN HEN HEN NAN KAN MEH ? :(((((((((((((((((((((((

Ah gong wo ai ni ~ :)

Reporttttt book in the house ! :)

English---- 50.8 C6
Chinese---- 59.6 C5
A Math---- 71.3 A2
E Math---- 84.5 A1
Science---- 59.8 C5
Humans--- 76.1 A1
POA ------ 78.1 A1

LIR4 - 11
L1R5 - 16

Quite satisfied already wee.
Sure mama will be happy too! :)

pi,pi,pi,pi,pi,pi,pi.
4 months, gone.
after 1 month, back.
Now, like the past. and why?
I tried to change really .
I dont get this, we love each other so so much but it seems like there are many many many obstacles stoppin us from movin on.
And the obstacles, are obviously ourselves. Why?
Why are you so unhappy just becuz i wanted to share the things in my mind with you ?
You got friends, you neglect me, you dont know of cuz you dont.
you share your things with your friends , not me .
lol i feel i'm just one human who is being used whenever you wanted someone to talk to , when all your friends are not free .
not only that, much more ?
Though i know what kind of failure girfriend am i.
Sorry,
But then,
I realised - you dont love me like how you did . I still do.

:)

Smile smile smile.

Yep and so, nothin much eh, school not school, go school slack nia, hai yo yo . Super duper sian one :( Hao xiang ni ah lao gong ! :)

Bye bye bye bye !
Ah gong wo ye siang niiiiiiiii ! :D

Bloggggggggggie.

:) So omg, everything forgotten, a math, e math, poa, everything , omg?! But nevermind ! I'll try to catch up yea ! :)

Yep and sooooo, was so so so shocked when saw the news, SG GOT THE FIRST H1N1 VICTIM. Omg, so ! Thermometer is very very very important kayyyyy ! :)

Wheeps ! So, nothin else to bloggie ! :) bye bye bye bye !
Ah gong lai lai wo de meng ! :D

so, didnt go for school today. tired and needed rest yep =)

Tml's 0154 am is the 7th day. Hope ah gong will come back and visit us, but not only tml's 0154 kay ! must visit us frequently okay ! :)

Love you ah gong ! :) Yeppie ! :D

Yep and so,
My dear Grandpa passed away.

was busy with funeral stuffs nowadays, and today, was the last day.

Its really... cant believe that my ah gong was in that coffin. But after days, managed to accept the death of ah gong. well still miss him so so much.

I remember the phone calls he made, to grandma house, and asked us if we want donuts or hotdog mian bao. But no more phone calls from him anymore .
I miss his vulgarities when he was watchin the stock, or scoldin his friend on the phone.
I miss him , sittin/lying on the chair watchin tv with my grandma.
I want him to send me from the lift lobby to grandma house again, like how he did when i was primary 5. Stupid of me, I still asked him not to (becuz i wanted freedom), now, he's not there anymore, even if I beg for it.

But well, they say this ends his agony, maybe, maybe we should be happy for him, becuz he's finally not in pain anymore.

I saw his bones, ashes, I, dont want to believe that, that is my grandpa.

I want him back,
You will come back to visit us right, grandpa?

No matter what you're the best grandpa ever.
I love you . :)

Yep life as usual.

Wake up.
School.
End.
Home.
Sleep.
Wake up.
Lunch.
Dinner.
Home.
Sleep.

yep. And ah gong hopitalized again.
Confused. Good, or bad? Idk.

Well well. Everyone dies. Sooner or later . Just the matter of time. If its the time to let go, we have to. If its not - We wont.

Yep, examinations are over , moody, or rather, stressed, for something else - Becuz sometimes, its really difficult for me to trust you. Really.

lalala!

:D Well went to school and got results wooooooooo. And damn it eng fail. =( Oh well alrighty ! But i'm already satisfied with the other results Woo! So well, went to hougang mall after school - With Li jun, ginna, jw, ys, gary , yang yang, woots, and it seems that jw is gettin so freaking serious for his cca shirt's design.

Thennnnnnnn, went off , to compass point :D, with li jun and ys. Stupid ys - spit me saliva. GO DIE LA ROARRR , And you did something unforgiven ! :@ Pigu pigu then reached home, slept and didnt realised it was 6+ already, when avis called me to go ah ma jia for dinner LOL.

As usual, back to sleep after tellin her "ah i want sleep first, bye bye". ho ho.

Yep -
Well well well,
You dont ask other ppl for his/her result for this certain subject,
And when you know he/her will ask you "what about you?"

Why do humans even, show off their results eh?
You asked someone for this certain subject which you excel.
Why not ask someone that certain subject that you did badly for?
However~~~~~~ they are stilllll ppl who dont mean this la :D

Alrighty! Bye bye bloggie.
Too much .
I hate you , for being the way you are.
I dont get it - Why the fuck do i still love you ? Stupid .

LOL - sometimes people just dont get it.
Never mind. Lazy to care either. :)

INVITED PEOPLE - Please please please - tag with your BIG BIG BIG NAME. :) Thank you. HACKERS - Freak off.
Okay ! So, dont wanna care. Dont wanna bother. LOL. :D I will smile and go ! 因为我会好好过！

LOL. OKAYYYY! I know i'm super duper random to talk about this -
Yep brotherlike-friendship.

LOL. I dont know but... Just inspired by the two guys - Yee siang and Jun wei. :D

Know them for 3 years? Sometimes you see them super duper xia lan, act beng, or whatever shit . But its when you really know them , you'll realise that , they are, caring? Though sometimes they will just go around disturb ppl, but, i guess they are just super bo liao la :D

See how fun they can be even with A TOWEL ?!


Days ago just went to ys's house to study (erm yep "study"). Ding dong ! Ys opened the door and there, Jw with two plastic bags of chicken rice and drinks. Then we had lunch - chicken rice bought by Jun wei. Jun wei himself got one super big big big packet of the chicken rice la. And then while eatin, saw Jun wei kept giving rice and chicken meat to ys .

And ys said its enough, dont need too much ( i think so ? ) , Somehow just feel that, this two, brothers ah, simply care for each other la . Aiya dont know la, when you see the image you'll know how it feels LOL. Unable to describe i dont know why ! :(

Days and days and days ago, I think, somehow they quarreled or had disputes? And one of them , kept scoldin the other one behind his back ? LOL. just, super mad of the other one. And then days later , I dont know what happen, suddenly they are like how they are in the past. - You can never know what really happened omg.

Months ago, we were out for dont know what. LOL. Then then they bought those big big big bottle of drinks and blah blah blah - its super heavy for me la. Then in the MRT, Jw wanted to help ys to take those heavy stuffs and ys was like " WO NA LA! (I take la ! ) tsk !" LOL. And both of them was like, kept "tsk i take la !" "I take la !" "I TAKE LA" " I TAKE LA".

Heh, at last jw lost i think. omg, it seem to be so lame to post this la. But, really, unable to describe how it really feels. So, uplifting, heartening, aiya dont know la LOL.

BUT WAIT~ This two guys can too be really really childish ! Like this: :D






And Horny?


LOL, Cheeky? I dont know . LOL


Oh well ! Jun Wei and Yee Siang ! :D


- Xia lan and ah beng as they can be , brother yong yuan zai yi qi !

I got people,
Who need me, call me,
Dont need me, push me aside.
Scold, reprimand or whatever shit you can say.

I dont post because i want sympathy.

I just got so , hurt fucked up.
I've got no more energy to play with you.

I know its all , because of this... fucking bitch.

So, go on - I'd just, smile, and go.

15th May -

HERE IT IS !
ITS ,

OVERRRRRRRRRRR ~

Well -
So papers for today still not bad woo !
And so ! Lets relax or enjoy wooooooooooooooo! And yep - enjoy before the knowin the results LOL.

Woo, :D.
走了

Lets all say,
What will be, will be.

POA?
I doubt i would pass.

Physics?
Flunked.

Good now, everything fail. Maybe, right, I study hard , i dont study smart, BUT HOW THE HELL TO STUDY SMART - FUCK I DONT EVEN DARE TO RISK CANNNNN.

So , damn it. Again, wait for result, and tell yourself and your stupid brain "I get it". So i see. I gonna have tuitions again , super duper stressful life again. Just becuz, a piece of paper - result slip. Sounds stupid eh. A piece of paper can change your life, to a miserable one. But it all seems like Singaporeans are used it - Becuz that piece of paper determines your future WTF.

And you spent your lifetime studying and working =.= When you study and work for a good life. And your good life is - study, and work. I find this... Funny lol.

Yep and so, went to sheng xiong , studied. few pages. Fuck i shouldnt have gone there. Well, all the best to myself. :D Bye bye.
I know that wasnt all.
I know you still love her.
Then go back back to her.
Go back, to your girl woo . :D

Freak it freak it freak it freak it freak it freak it freak it freak it freak it freak it freak it freak it freak it freak it freak it freak it freak it freak it freak it freak it freak it freak it freak it freak it freak it freak it freak it freak it freak it freak it freak it freak it freak it freak it freak it freak it.

I'm not confident of passin LOL!
Stupid ! Set so difficult for what? ROARRRRRR. :@

and oh my. Lets wait for the result and cry.

Alright ! So FIVE DOWN, FIVE MORE to go ! Woo. Jia you beh ! YOU CAN DO IT JOEYYYYY! KAM PE TE~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Woooooooooooo ! I GONNA ENJOYYYY GAMES AFTER MYE. Oh 15th may . I'm waitin for you. <33333333.>

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAYYYYYYYY ! :D

Woo, 98% ann's. LOL! 1.9% avis. And 0.1% Joey.
Videos, cake and blah blah all ann and avis. LOL. And Joey is only responsible for taking out the cake ! Oh my rain sorry =(

Oh well ! See how aunt and mummy smiling all the way woo! :D


The mothers' day video ! :D

Woots picturesssss!

Taken dont know how many days ago LOL, forgot to post it :D


Woo mummy teachin daddy and others stock LOL. But she got fever today =( Kam-pe-te! Rest well take cares ! :D




AND YEA.
Yesterday - I heard my window with "tiack tiack tiack" sound , seems like rainin,
and when i turn my head. THREE BIRDS WERE PECKIN ON MY WINDOW OMG?!!!!

But two birds dont know fly till where liao, when pictures were taken.



On the closer look!

Wooooooooooooo !

4 down ! And a lot more up ! LOL.
Oh my my ~ Tues A maths , AHHHHHHH~

so okay.

I DONT CARE, AND I WONT. ANYMORE. :D

Damn it you think what?
Must tolerate your fuckin attitude every single time is it?
I owe you or what?

One minute you told me you wont quarrel anymore,
Another minute you start another quarrel.
One minute you said sorry.
Another minute you said I THINK IT WAS YOUR FAULT.
=.=
Why the fuck did you say sorry then?
When you think i think it was your fault.
This shows that you dont even think it was your fault eh?

Eh what you want?
What the.
You even suspected me to be sufferin from serious mental illness.
=.=
Look at yourself first .
Who the fuck showed attitude that lead to changes of me everyday?

Views different from other people?
EVERYONE HAS DIFFERENT VIEWS.
You think everyone agree with you eh?
Laugh out LOUD - you said MY VIEWS ARE A LOT DIFFERENT FROM OTHER PEOPLE.
please , dont get YOU AND YOURSELF as the OTHER PEOPLE.
LOL.

Please la.
CHANGE YOU ATTITUDE FIRST BEFORE TELLIN OFF OTHERS.
Why the hell did i typed it out NOW?
Think please.
I've been toleratin and,

I had enough.
I wont be the Joey who only know how to cry at night.
I can live without you.


Out of my sight and go back to your girl. :)

Three down ! Woo ! Left 7 papers omg.

Social studies today, questions okay okay, BUT FREAKIN NO TIME CANNN. Took about 40 minutes for essay, left 20/+ minutes for source base =.=

Stupid source base ! Roarrrrrrr. I'm only confident to get 10 LOL. =( Well lets hope for the best ! =)

Yep so i be goooood student and went back home straight after exam. Sat outside sheng xiong but not the bus stop. So hot at the bus stop ! But then damn pai seh la, people who pass by me kept lookin at me - Maybe they felt it was stupid for me to sit there LOL.

Alrighty ! So buay ta han, and stood up, pigu pigu and bus came ! Woo ! Was in bus , and when the bus reached a certain bus stop, a lady came in and sat in front of me. Then, she took out her comb and combed her long hair with dandruff . She stopped combin, and then took a look at her comb, saw her hair on the comb , she took it out strand by strand, and threw them in the bus WTFFFFF.

She continue to comb WITH HER DANDRUFF flyin here and there OMFG ?! Continue to throw in the bus, and with her dandruffs "stucking" in her fingernails, she gently "tiack, tiack" and her dandruff land on the bus again.

Well , maybe that's why they say "Typical blah blah blah " ? :D

Alright! Time to bathe & Chiongggggggg ! :D

School was rather.. Okay? LOL.

Okay I got i've been slacking for quite a number of days already, ahh shyt ! =( I cant believe i one memorised one un-important chapter. And the rest leave it to tml WTF. So yes, thought of goin to hougang mall , study with friends.

It end up having lunch and talkin in library LOL.



See ! Zombie's product ! :D




LOL, Zombie wan snatch from me =(




Woo. Cool not? LOL! :D
You see how mac sell its brush and ink . :D


LOL, then went to library :D. Keep it lowwwwwww. And we were like whisperin like mad LOL. Dine testin Sin Physics and i kept hearin her askin "What's panty, panty " LOL Then knew that was "Pending" HAHAHA.


But still drawn panties on sin's paper HAHAHAH!


We got so used to this whisperin conversation, that when we were in the toilet , out of the library, we're still whisperin LOL!!!!!!


Alrighty! Then walked here and there, and puff ! I came back home ! :D With my red red eyes =(. Wheeeee~ !

我还是忍不住了。

LOL. Wow, just read Stella's blog. Felt so happy for her la ! :D Last long kay. :D.

说真的，
我真的好想好想你啊。
没有你的日子真的好难过。
日日夜夜，每一天，都在想着和你快乐的日子。
发给你简讯，其实并不是要通知你明天要带的东西，
只不过要你回我的简讯。
再次得像以前那样！:D
可是，每当看到电话的简讯时，都不是你的。
不会失望啦，虽然是要你回信，但从没想过你会吧。
当然，是我选择放弃的，我不会要求你回来，回到我身边，
你快乐，开心，就够了！:D
我不会珍惜你，你一定找到一个很会珍惜你这个那么那么好的人！ Woo!
我知道你不会再回来了。没关系 la！:D
他们说 - “不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有”。
我已经瞒足了。至少我曾经拥有。 :D

Wheeeeeeeeeee! I dont know why the hell i typed in chinese. But, yep, i simply typed what i thought . in my mind right now :D. I'm okay! I'm alright ! :D WO HUI HAO HAO GUO ! :D

I got my haircut. SHORT HAIR NOW. Wol. LOL
OMFG.
NO NO NO NO NO

I MUST STUDYYYYYY!!!
Slacked for TWO days you know! WTF. CHIONG ALREADY LA!

No mood to study but bo bian. MUST MUST MUST ! CANNOT MISS, CANNOT PLAY, CANNOT WATCH, CANNOT TOUCH COMP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

我一定要忍！！！！！

JIA YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HUAAAAAAAAAA~!!!!!!

Just had lunch with Jon at mac.

Reached first and Jon almost kanna banged by car LOL! So i had my order first and with have to eat outside (outdoor), with one hand pulling , and the other hand holdin on my order. FREAK I SPILLED MY COKE.

Auntie quickly helped me and i was like "Thank you, Thank You." But she only keep staring at my coke LOL. Anyway thanks okay ! :D Then Jon came. Talkin & Eatin till hafway with Jon, a ball hit our table and a boy picked it up. His friends were there tellin him

"Eh wah lao you become dian teng pao ah, so extra !"

LOL. WTF. THEY THOUGHT JON & I COUPLE ???!!!???

Yesterday
Went to sakura international buffet as dinner ! Ann's treat woo!

Had pictures !
Woo woo.