Yep and so,
My dear Grandpa passed away.

was busy with funeral stuffs nowadays, and today, was the last day.

Its really... cant believe that my ah gong was in that coffin. But after days, managed to accept the death of ah gong. well still miss him so so much.

I remember the phone calls he made, to grandma house, and asked us if we want donuts or hotdog mian bao. But no more phone calls from him anymore .
I miss his vulgarities when he was watchin the stock, or scoldin his friend on the phone.
I miss him , sittin/lying on the chair watchin tv with my grandma.
I want him to send me from the lift lobby to grandma house again, like how he did when i was primary 5. Stupid of me, I still asked him not to (becuz i wanted freedom), now, he's not there anymore, even if I beg for it.

But well, they say this ends his agony, maybe, maybe we should be happy for him, becuz he's finally not in pain anymore.

I saw his bones, ashes, I, dont want to believe that, that is my grandpa.

I want him back,
You will come back to visit us right, grandpa?

No matter what you're the best grandpa ever.
I love you . :)