Maybe i'm contradictin myself. I dont know.
I dont want, I want.

I dont want you to forget this,
But I want, because i dont want you to be suffering.
I dont want to drag the time. So let it go, as soon as possible. Before I myself stop myself to. I wouldnt want - because "I dont want to let go" , and torture you more.

So I let it all, all go.

I miss you so so much.
But all gone.
They are words of haste - But, still, you must be responsible for it .

What's more, Really tired.
I betrayed.
I broke the promise.
I've hurt you badly.
...
...
...
I know I know.

That's why i said you're in agony.
That's why i wanted to end your agony.
That's why i wanted to stop your sufferin.
Maybe its all, really over.

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都是因为我太爱你
我好想你, 我还必须面带笑容的说，
我不在乎。