Wednesday, March 4, 2009 @ 9:32 PM
I'd rather end than stabbin even deeper.
Edwina asked me to update my blog.
So yea. :D AND SERIOUSLY I DONT KNOW IF ANY READERS IS READIN CUZ THERE ARENT ANY TAGS AT ALL ! *$)@&#!*@^#!$%@!!
Like updated dead blog. LOL.
Okay so,
"Should spare a thought for others . "
Was during recess when i knew about it la. First I said I dont care - then i said was a little disappointed. Okay very disappointed. Too upset. And find it lame and funny as well.
I love this friend and yeppy i super cherish this friend. :D He's xia lan in my first impression but then really really good when i got closer to him. Heh. When i got to know that I've given a bad bad bad impression to him , where he've slowly disliked me. "LAME" was the first word in my mind .
But when i really think about it. I, was, really upset yea =). And the reason is that he thinks i never spare a thought for X. He feels that i super duper love to quarrel.
When common sense tells you that lazy humans are lazy to quarrel with another lazy fellow. You should know.
I spare a thought.
Then who the fuck spare a thought for me ?
This relationship -
Made me scared like fuck.
I'm afraid of parents findin out.
I'm afraid of teachers telling parents.
I'm afraid of losin - .
Yet i still have to continue .
Bcuz i dont wanna to lose - .
Bcuz i dont want to hurt anyone anymore.
And too thinkin if should end it.
"Bcuz i dont want to hurt anyone anymore."
Then ppl misunderstood bcuz - .
Then I was to take the full blame of everything.
Then EVERYONE feel that I love to quarrel.
When,
I dont,
I hate,
I'm the one. =.=
Whatever,
What else can i do?
When no one fucking know the fear =.=
You and you and you,
Only know -
"Dont think about it la , they wont know " (and how the fuck you know. )
" Dont intimate actions can liao " ( Couple also need like that might as well dont be couple la )
"Dont need scared one la , at most bring me to see your parents " (You know it doesnt works =.=)
" You only know scared, then never spare a thought for others " ( You shall try it with the fear )
" Only know fear fear fear, dont scared will die ah? its not like they will kill you. " ( Its about guilt and disappointment ass.)
" Dont guilty la " ( Who the fuck brought you up ,)
Which means -
I'm betrayin my parents.
You try this.
I swear the feelin is not good and not fun at all.
And then i was being misunderstood by so many ppl =.=
Might as well stop and heck care everything , like one cold zombie.
But no,
Still untill now,
I chose to continue (though i know it will end one day ) ,
AND SO FOR NOW,
WHY THE FUCK I GET ACCUSED, MISUNDERSTOOD AND "SPARE A THOUGHT FOR OTHERS "
Then who the fuck spare a thought for me ?
N o
o n e.
including the one you're thinkin now.
Should you insist,
go on and hate.
Who am I to you to care?
Its like primary school la. =.=
I'd rather end than stabbin even deeper.
So yea. :D AND SERIOUSLY I DONT KNOW IF ANY READERS IS READIN CUZ THERE ARENT ANY TAGS AT ALL ! *$)@&#!*@^#!$%@!!
Like updated dead blog. LOL.
Okay so,
"Should spare a thought for others . "
Was during recess when i knew about it la. First I said I dont care - then i said was a little disappointed. Okay very disappointed. Too upset. And find it lame and funny as well.
I love this friend and yeppy i super cherish this friend. :D He's xia lan in my first impression but then really really good when i got closer to him. Heh. When i got to know that I've given a bad bad bad impression to him , where he've slowly disliked me. "LAME" was the first word in my mind .
But when i really think about it. I, was, really upset yea =). And the reason is that he thinks i never spare a thought for X. He feels that i super duper love to quarrel.
When common sense tells you that lazy humans are lazy to quarrel with another lazy fellow. You should know.
I spare a thought.
Then who the fuck spare a thought for me ?
This relationship -
Made me scared like fuck.
I'm afraid of parents findin out.
I'm afraid of teachers telling parents.
I'm afraid of losin - .
Yet i still have to continue .
Bcuz i dont wanna to lose - .
Bcuz i dont want to hurt anyone anymore.
And too thinkin if should end it.
"Bcuz i dont want to hurt anyone anymore."
Then ppl misunderstood bcuz - .
Then I was to take the full blame of everything.
Then EVERYONE feel that I love to quarrel.
When,
I dont,
I hate,
I'm the one. =.=
Whatever,
What else can i do?
When no one fucking know the fear =.=
You and you and you,
Only know -
"Dont think about it la , they wont know " (and how the fuck you know. )
" Dont intimate actions can liao " ( Couple also need like that might as well dont be couple la )
"Dont need scared one la , at most bring me to see your parents " (You know it doesnt works =.=)
" You only know scared, then never spare a thought for others " ( You shall try it with the fear )
" Only know fear fear fear, dont scared will die ah? its not like they will kill you. " ( Its about guilt and disappointment ass.)
" Dont guilty la " ( Who the fuck brought you up ,)
Which means -
I'm betrayin my parents.
You try this.
I swear the feelin is not good and not fun at all.
And then i was being misunderstood by so many ppl =.=
Might as well stop and heck care everything , like one cold zombie.
But no,
Still untill now,
I chose to continue (though i know it will end one day ) ,
AND SO FOR NOW,
WHY THE FUCK I GET ACCUSED, MISUNDERSTOOD AND "SPARE A THOUGHT FOR OTHERS "
Then who the fuck spare a thought for me ?
N o
o n e.
including the one you're thinkin now.
Should you insist,
go on and hate.
Who am I to you to care?
Its like primary school la. =.=
I'd rather end than stabbin even deeper.
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